Sep 23, 2008

crying out loud!!

im not having a very good thought rite now..it was triggered by one negative feeling after another.
im naturally not an easily angered person.infact, it will take a long a time for me to understand that people are bullying me.But, once when i get the uncomfortable feeling,then it can only mean one thing..that it is the truth.
it pissed me off because, some people think that i am a no brainer..and cant do anything useful.then, what's the meaning of all my efforts all these while?
after the whole day working, i can only feel exhaustion..hmm, maybe,he thinks that he knows everything and i m just a green horn who dont know a single damned thing..such a pity for him..i hope he grows up..sigh...
the mood drags to my class...huhu.
that's why im not sure of staying here.because i dont like the system..furthermore,im a radical golongan muda, i have my own thinking.i simply think that the older system will break my spirit to pieces..i hate the old bureaucracy thingy..it is ancient already..one that's better left aside!

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