will go to my class in 30 minutes.have to do quizzes and tests for them..dont know.but i feel really sleepy today.as i read the students' writing about themselves. i feel lost and sleepy..and the office..the first one hour is really quiet.everybody went to class.
lately, my head is buzzing with many things.which as usual..is too complicated to be put into words.there are other things which i think shouldnt be put out in the open..u know what i mean.but it seems that i have done a lot of observation and thinking and the end-result scares and excites me as well.
like this one guy, which i found is very interesting when we spent too many time with him..but as u moved on,u feel that he is not that interesting anymore.but u still feel like u are attracted to his so called charm..huhu.
and everyday thing that u see..which strike u right in the eyes..and what a realisation u get after that.
and about the students who seem to be more 'adult' than adult supposed to be.few days back some students were caught red-handed doing the unthinkable..atleast unthinkable in my time.spending the night out-making out with their partners..after an annual dinner organized by their dept..i mean,where have they learned to do daring things like that?!it was so rampant that it was frightening.
and not to mention about the histeria..15 persons a day?!in weeks time?!Praise be to God!
and i keep dreaming confusing dreams.confusing enough that i surrender my mind and soul for The Almighty to guide me..
maybe penat masa mula-mula datang tu is finally eating up on me.
it's complicated, is it?
2 comments:
the unthinkable happens.yeah its strange how some ppl acts,but hey that's life.abt 'the guy',i understand how it feels like.he's like a glue,dont u think?we got stuck to it and unable to let go.abt my 'mr darcy',a friend of mine who's a friend of him told me to forget him coz she said he's no good and i deserve a better guy.i admit i dont knw him that well,but i dont knw who to trust;my friend or my gut..
trust you gut, baby
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