Aug 13, 2009

curiosity kills the cat

if i can, i would avoid mentioning the name of the person im about to write.im not one to speak about other people whether they are dead or alive.and especially more about the dead.
and actually i dont want to write about her or him.it's just im so curious to know more about him/her.whether he/she was really the thing people said she/he was.
i was not really a fan of her/his work, but being a thinker whose mind is always on a constant searching, i just couldnt resist some parts of her literary works.many people says that her works are controversial.and i guess yes..because she was presenting it with different approach.at least different from other people.
always open.always expressive.though im not sure about thought-evoking.because sometimes i feel that whenever i watched her literary works, some parts of it just couldnt fit together-through my amateur eyes lah.sometimes,u just dont have to shout anything, u just let it be, and people understand.sometimes u dont have to explain so much.let other people think what they like.and still the message get across.sometime she/he explains too much and all her/his efforts become meaningless because the actual meaning lost amidst the translation.
nevertheless,she/he was a creative person and a great one at that.and the fact that she/he chose to be different than anybody else-doesnt alter the fact.it reminds me of all those creative people from the past(Virginia Woolf, Hemingway, etc)who chose to live a different life just to prove what they are worth.and probably it had been worthwhile for them while it last.
i really want to know the goings behind the close door-but should i know anything i wanted to know,what then?
anyway, i m trying not to judge her/him for anything.it is between her and her Creator. Al Fatihah for her/him.
still got this curiosity eating up inside.

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