have you ever feel you've wronged a person so much that you couldnt even look at what the person did to you? i did and always have been.feeling guilty without any obvious reason.it's not a matter of what said but what is not said..the one that is between the line..i read somewhere in the paper that actually that is the symptom of pre depressed mind.you have been brought up by a surrounding that always blame you for everything...you didnt do.so the mind is trained to assume the rest.very sad.
im an avid reader of psychological books.i read about human emotion,human mind,what they do,where does the bullying came from,why some people are much more domineering than the other..basically everything that i can put my hands on..it makes me a better because i can tolerate and understand what happens around me..the bad thing is that i couldnt blame any single thing on them because i kononnya i empathised with them..so i somewhat or rather..took the blame for everything.
and it becomes real frustating when you know certain things that nobody do not seem to be aware of..for example,the shouldnt,or the dont..tiring.
anyway,i still think that reading all those books help me grow into a healtier individual than i ever could been before i read this books.
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