somewhat the holiday has done wonder to my inner peace.i am fragile,im vulnerable and undeniably still hurting, but it has toned down a bit.I probably should change my statement.i am a survivor!:o)
Ne-yo upbeat song is a good reflection for me. Well,instead of focusing on something i couldnt change or dont really know anything about, how about i focus on myself?How about i moved on..Rather than being stucked in blurry situation.it doesnt matter anymore.it is not about other people,it's about me.i have tried to be a real friend to some people, and when they failed to appreciate that maybe it's about time i realise that i have to let them go on with their own lives. i wont force a lost cause.
it is such an unhappy thing that some of my relationship fell out of places, but it was also a blessing in disguise, so now i know which side i'll always be standing. It is My own side. somebody said: when we did not get what we want/need then God must have had a better plan for us.InsyaAllah. It depends on how you work it through.and of course with God's Willing.I just dont want to say all the cliche..i'll keep them in my mind and my heart for reminder.
i have gone through a very bad time last semester.i suffered and hurt in the worst way.Hopefully, it would help me to deal with my life maturely next time around. I dont need toxic people for decoration.This semester, i'll clean my closet and do some personal detox process.
"Kalau habis biar habis.Buat apa tinggalkan sisa-sisa".
Perhaps one part of it was my stupidity, but at least i have tried my best to be the best person i can be for everybody.
Everything whether it's good or bad, in time it will work out naturally.Insya Allah.
hello to the next semester,hello to new approaches,hello to life.:o)
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