Of everything

As you grow, so does your ideas, preferences and viewpoint.

Many things happened these few weeks. Nothing particularly news-value/exciting. Still it creates many room for thinking, considering and reconsidering.

First thing first, my kind-hearted boss is moving away. This very coming June. For all the supports and professional guidance he has given so far, i feel quite empty and down. Thinking what would happen after he finally move to the new place..Nothing would be same without him. So far, i have met with quite a number of bosses, he is the best two.(2 people are the best for me so far)..Because they allow for professional improvement and also emotional growth. They make it very clear that you are a subordinate, while at the same time, allow for your creativity to take charge.But, it is too early to judge. Who know, the person who would take over his place would be even better?..Hard to tell

Secondly, i feel quite fed up and boring with my current interest. there are things about him that i found unsettling. Being the independent type, i don't really fancy un-manly attitude in a guy. I get bored with people who whine and complaint almost all the time ALMOST about everything.I'm the optimistic type.i'm resourceful, i have plenty of sense of humour but i dont have the patient to be agreeable and nice about everything that i dont like. I learn from experience that, no matter what the situation you have to trust your snap judgment "what is the first thing your intuition tell you about a thing". So my resolution is to just ignore people who DO NOT REFLECT my attitude towards life.

Thirdly, life is moving on. But i have expected it already, so i'm not surprised by most event which will or had occurred. we have to honour the nature of things, by which when it start, it will surely end. So rather then being heavy-hearted about that, i'll just try to embrace the change, do what i can to assimilate or accomodate, and i'll pray to Allah for the rest. Insya allah, everything will work out just fine..

Thirdly, well..my happiness does not depends on specific thing or people. I will be the sole authority of my life, what i do or don't do. And my only hope, and sole protector is The Almighty Allah.

Insya Allah.