what did i do this time?
im troubling myself thinking about other people's business.
i start my new year with a resolution to focus on my career, and to improve myself on all aspects of life. therefore, i made the decision to ignore unrelated things, and try to not waste my time on something that is not meaningful. and due to that, some of things that i thought were interesting in the past, have ceased to be interesting.and i willingly dropped them.nothing personal.just a change of priority.and to be truthful, my effort has been going on just fine.
However, due to my extreme self consciousness of what others might feel, how others would think if i do this and that, i started a cycle of time-wasting activity...again.
Now, the problem is my effort was only an attempt to show that i still care about some human aspect.BUT, that it is nothing special..and what i thought was my honest effort to maintain friendship was seen as an attempt to resume where it was left off.
now i have to live with the consequence that: someone is here thinking that he is somehow that special someone..
OOPS!!!
well, if u know me well, you should've known that, im an all rounders who mix and mingle with everybody around.
Dont let my flirtatiousness gets to your head.
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