Frankly My Dear...

Moody

Blunt

Well, those are news.

It seems that I don’t know myself enough. They said im moody and blunt. But, they can’t really pinpoint the time of occurrence.

They said: she is always in bad mood now. Takkan dah ada boyfriend tak gembira kot? My question:why they need to point to the fact that I HAVE A BOYFRIEND as the root cause specifically? On second thought, are they thinking enviously about my having a boyfriend? Now that’s curious for someone who said that I AM one of her friend. And as one of my friend, why she didn’t ask directly to me? Why is the need to go around trying to yank answers from other people? I supposed you would be happy for my happiness…

They said: maybe you rasa cara you cakap tu berterus terang, tapi orang lain tersinggung.Kadang-kadang cara you cakap tu.. And then I asked: in what situation specifically? The answer is:…sometimes…I want to know when.and they cant answer.

I am not a blunt person, and that’s why in the first place people take me for granted, bully me and even want to be friend with me because I am not a blunt person. I am not the type of person who plainly speaks what’s on her mind…So I am wondering why they would say that I am a blunt person.

First thing first, I am wondering about the root cause of all this childishness. Why some people stop talking but, rather conveniently pointing fault at another person? When you are in a bad mood, I am supposed to understand. When I ignore your childishness, then I am the one at fault?!When you stop talking, ignore me at all goings and pretend that I’m an inanimate object, I am supposed to understand and think positively about you. So when I ignore you because you ignored me in the first place, you come out loud and said I am at fault for ignoring you/for bermasam muka and what not?What is the point actually? What are you angry about? You keep on raising the hues that “some people are not satisfied with you..”My question is am I that “some people”? what, may i know is the thing that I am NOT “satisfied” about you?!

For the record, just a friendly thought…the world is your mirror. Mirror=reflection.
So while you are busy pointing fault, maybe you can look at your reflection in the mirror…

By and by, I’m getting bored with these entire perfect and no fault attitude. I’m bored with people who know too much about other people for their own good. I am bored having to deal with people who think they know it all, and think that what’s good for them are as good for anyone else. Bored with high and mighty-ness.i am bored with stupid self-centered, seeking attention bitchy attitude. I am bored with plastic attitude.

I was advised to go and talk to you, chat you up whenever I see you.. If you realize at all, I did try, but I was treated like dirt. So now what do you expect me to do?
Lower myself further down to the ground for you? I do have "ego" my friend… YOU are not the only one with "face" to save.. Apparently YOU think the world revolves around BECAUSE OF YOU.Believe me, it's not!

You act as if you are THE victim..well, FOR GOD'S SAKE, who victimize you?! Classic case for the negative minded people.

What more can i say?Anything i said would be taken as a point to be said against me.So i better keep to myself..

or rather i better keep myself away from you. Maybe finally you will feel good about yourself.