oh..when u read the above, dont think about anything so serious.it's just that i just got back from home-vacationing for one week..blissful rest.
though,i can always update my blog from home but i deliberately did not do it..i just dont know what to say.
usually, i cherished all the moments i spent with my family..especially right now when im quite far away from home..i couldnt possibly popped at home at every possible second because-the distance do not allow it.and i couldnt make myself be so impulsive as to go home at any possible moment either..that would be thoroughly not-thinking-person-who-needs-a-spanking-or two-...not to mention stupid n immature-just to say the words that come to my mind..
the situation at home now is not so cool, that it takes all my energy to be patient about it..and always think with a lot of rasional mind rather than my angry and rebellious nature..
u see..some people never change-sometime they do everything they can to hurt u..and by hurting i mean cut and twist the knife so deep that healing would possibly take a long long years..even healing is not the right word to say at the moment..
everybody at home was so cool and accepting-talking it about and discuss it over..i think that's the only reason why we keep on getting close-because of the openness in discussing it-and because everybody is willing to see the humor in it all..what a way..
my mum and my siblings are my greatest source of strength..no matter what the situation,i will always be there for them--as best as i can..
something i just dont understand..why a person whom u trust with everything in this world, willing to betray u in the worst way possible?and trying to be innocent about it?
maybe u want to see us all bleed then u will be satisfied..
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