Oct 28, 2009

My bestmate and I

this is kind of queer.but i notice that usually when today is a good day for my bestmate and i, the next day would be the opposite. if we laughed a lot today, tomorrow, we will start picking on each other. The happy feeling usually evaporated after the first two days. and afterward, it's going to be weird sitting next to one another.
To tell the truth, it disarmed me.it's pretty confusing.probably because i am not ready for the change in environment.previously i even think that it might be moodiness..but im not sure about that.The real danger of observation is that you see too many things that people do not mention.so you become unsure of your next move-whether to believe the observation or pretend you dont know a thing.usually i just kept quiet.
and one more thing is-when i read my previous writing, i never write about happy moments with him.though there are quite a number of them.
i am strucked by the realisation today-while we were sitting and talking while waiting for the clock to strike 4.30pm today.

2 comments:

gha said...

the term 'bestmate' sounds suspicious..sama mcm 'teman tapi mesra'.. ;)

aznah said...

u know,it queer that u mentioned that.coz smlm i was watching The Duke...and they mentioned exactly that..aah la tu kot.hmm.thinking,thinking..