i was thinking...

Twist and turn, twist and turn..and it all coming back to the starting point.

August started well enough for me. For a start, a conflict that has been dragging long enough was finally settled. I knew what i wanted to know, and was confident that thing was going to be better, which it did at first. At least, i am sure that i got my bestmate back. This time, i can feel the openness as we discussed about everything under the sun.. Though to be honest, my feeling was no longer the same feeling i once had for him. and i am happy for the chance to tell him everything i wanted to tell, and everything that i preferred-which was actually a little bit contrastive to what he had in mind. Im not the kind who would stay with a person who claimed to be in a relationship with someone else, and think that he could have the advantage of a girlfriend(me) at the same time. I prefer to stay out.But the main point was, the conflict was settled.

i was pissed off because there are some people, whose hobby were talking about other people's life. And when you confronted them, they get mad at you right back. very good indeed, May God blessed you. and even more pissed with people who have no sense of humour whose hobby were overeacting at any news they heard. And i am even more pissed at myself for my high tolerance of these people.I wondered how in the first place, i ever befriended them...Hmm,that's me..always have the knack for meeting the "right " kind of people for friends..Always at my best!

Hah!i dont know whether to laugh or to cry...