The Weirdo

i have quite a funny feeling about something/someone.

Last week was the convo, and it gave me the opportunity to know more people/ to know more about people/person im working closely with. up to this point, i still have this funny feel-like-vomiting feeling in my heart.

i never was close to this person. and i wouldnt say im close to the person now. But after a few days, i began to sense a weirdness to this person.

For once:
a) This person has an air of being particular abt everything/or being the Mr.know it all. What was funny: his action didn't match his air of being THAT exclusive.his action has no weight.

b)He liked to talk about all the serious things/being so worldly-but i noticed that it was all bookish.innocent. unsupported by true experience. again too much unnecessary information

c) He was also child-like in admiration of all the fancy things. and being a cynic, i found that irritating. who would've taken the pain of walking to dewan makan just to get a glimpse of CM and his young wife eat, and then go about looking for gossips?!

d) too chatty!i hate babbling nonsense especially in the middle of things to do-who in their right mind would want to talk about whether being a stalker is an obsession/disease when u are busy trying to concentrate on task at hands?

e) he called me too formal. Okay, because i have been an emcee a few times, so i know what to expect, and what words to include. But putting the words "bercanda-candaan" and "halwa telinga" was clearly uncalled for. simple is easy,why make it complicated?!

he was overdoing the term "coolness". and for me he has ruined it all together.Yes, he is trying too much to the extend that i had to remain silent for the fear of saying something uncivilised.

The proximity was killing me. and i was in pain trying to remain civil.

In the end of the day, i didnt know whether i should laugh or cry.

O Lord..Please forgive me for my sins..

(Hahaahahahaa)