Allergic Reaction

Oh wow!

* Feel like vomiting

*my whole body was shaking and cold

*my face was flushing

*and my mind said-Run!!!while you still can!

* feel like hiding from the sun.

It was really scary. I was frightened-beyond any description.and all because of the "I Love You" thingy..

i guess im not ready for that. or maybe it was too unbelievably short a time to have such a strong feeling. Perhaps, i don't know him that long. Perhaps, i dont have the same feeling. Perhaps i dont want to have anything to do with him at all. Perhaps, it's me still warming up my  heart.

After all he is too young for my older heart.

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