Cloud and Silver Lining

It's a very eye catching phrase. to be frank, i dont really understand the meaning of "every cloud has its silver lining". i remembered people mentioned it from times to times, but it didn't stick in my head.

Well, i feel that someone just poured in magic dust into my life

Number one. Today, we celebrated the boss's birthday. It was supposed to be on Sunday, but we have just realised it yesterday. So, everybody agreed to celebrate his birthday, took picture, and just being jovial eating cake and Cheezel. The atmosphere was warmth and everyone was there except for those on leave. So today was ended in a high spirit, and it felt warmer than yesterday. I love the good spirit, it affects me like plague. I felt happier and it has certainly injected back some spirits into my gloomy life.

Number two.The boss mentioned about a course in Kapit. It is actually a course where people from outside of Sarawak are exposed to the cultural aspects of the local people. i have already filled in borang cuti for April. But when Ustaz mentioned that, ii interest me. Not only because im genuinely interested in culture but also because im bored with everything. My main weakness-easily bored. I'm bored with work and routine. i would anything in my power to get away from it. This is a good chance for me to clear my head from all the clutters. And so, i offered to go.

Number three. Today, i went for my second table test. With lots of confidence-infact i was the first one to finish the test. I hope i get better result. After all i have been studying for the past days.I am really trying hard for this. For all the jokes that my friends pulled in order for me to remember. I am crossing my fingers for better result.

Number four. i realised that i have been impractical these few months. One heck of a boring distressful girl. Terribly irrational and super sensitive. What i didnt realise was the strenght og my support system. I have friends that are there for me. My family, my sisters and my brothers have been real darling-kind, patient and understanding. I have wonderful people at work who helped with my works. And i dont know why i am such a complainer these lately. I focused so much on that thing which is not worth troubling over. Maybe this is what people meant about the closed door . You focus too much on the closed door that you didnt realise there is/are open doors somewhere else. I felt better.Much much better.

But mostly, to God for giving me the wisdom and strength to see all those wonderful things around me when i think that everything has lost its meaning. Praise be to You Ya Allah.