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Ramadhan, Day 15th.

What a wonderful feeling, Ya Allah.

It is going to be a busy week this week. with all the auditing processes and students' evaluation coming in. I have decided to take it all in a good spirit. Last week, i was feeling quite stressful with anything that didn't turn out right. But on the second thought, it was nothing difficult. Just need to focus a little bit and perseverence.

i would like to write my days in bullet point. It is easier and more organized.

*i am done with FRP. just need a little bit of adjustment on one of my RMs.

*i have sorted out and put the Q's file neatly. I'm hoping that it will get good result during the audit.

*i am preparing my notes for my students.i feel more zestful than usual. So, as a result, i have plenty of note for reinforcement purposes. A good thing, considering my very low self esteem at the moment.

*i have started reading again. I have not been active for a while, and now i feel glad that i have taken up my old hobby again. It is good for me because it heighten my sense of creativity.

*For a long time, i have not been able to appreciate my TV due to extreme stress and also because i couldn't focus. But, i found out that i am able to get lost in the experience,and found to my amaze: the ability to laugh it all out loud without getting emotional. this is also a good thing, because it means i am able to relax myself.

*For the first in a long time, i could simply sit in my house and soaked in my alone time, without getting restless.Also a good thing because it means that i am beginning to let go of most things that bothering me-once upon a time:o)

*i was also surprised that i can laugh easily at a friend's joke naturally.

*i have started to enjoy cooking again. started to enjoy keeping the house in order-no more lagging for hours or zooming out unnecessarily when i am alone. so it's better, isn't it?

*i still feel a tad melancholy, but i'm even more eager to move on. I have always been ardent about what i do, therefore i am trying to re-ignite my passion for life.

*my favourite quote for today: "Lost Cause-something that you have to let go because of some other important matter which is more persisting and needed at a given time.

i want to live in my usual stylish way, and i believe everybody else does. so, what's more important now is to live it the best way we know how, right?Insya Allah.

Im so blessed with many wonderful things and the wisdom to understand it.

Thank you ya Allah for another chance to see it in a positive light. Alhamdulillah.

Suddenly, im thinking of writing a book. Like always: an ambitious dreamer..:o)