Gratitude

Half past one in the morning! and i couldn't sleep.

Nothing critical. My condition is due to my overdosing my afternoon nap-which obviously can't be called a nap..:D

One week before the break for hari raya. I can't wait to be home.Several plans are already up for execution..going shopping with my brothers,buying all the firecrackers, the theme colours for raya, the iftar before hari raya:everything is well planned. We do this everytime-so much fun to do with people i love:D

With audit that threatened to bog me down, and everyone who has serious problem with himself/herself:i would like to especially highlight the two things that made me thankful beyond description.

Let's not pretend that everything is okay for me. Obviously it's not. It turned out that it is worst than i first imagined. So, on Thursday morning, my boss called me-pointing out about some odds in my FRP. some parts of my FRP were marked Tidak Lengkap and was happily signed off by a person whom complained to the boss that she had already "talked" to me about that many times-and still i do the same mistakes.The funny thing was:she never did talk to me in a professional way. Yes, she did bitch about it to anyone that wanted to listen to her. at first, i was shocked but nevertheless managed to explain what actually happened to my superior.in a very objective way(amazingly). This was the third times i changed my check list;each with different mistakes from the first. She is ridiculous!Before this i would feel bitter about an incident such as this, but now-i seriously pity her for her inability to act in a professional way. i am so thankful that my boss asked me personally about that, and point it out in the most gentleman way, that i almost cry:i was touched. Thank you boss, May Allah returns the same kindness to you. I feel truly blessed by what he did. Small though it may seem:O)

Secondly, from a good friend of mine. so far, he never fail to help whenever he can. This time around what happened was: i went out to get my car tints. In my absent mindedness, i went out and forgot my purse in my office. I called my close friend:she was unable to come because of some matters. I called another person, and obviously what i asked off him was probably too much. In fact, he ended up telling almost everyone about it. Kay poh! So i called up my good friend and told him about my predicament. he came straight away and offered to lend me some money so that i could pay for my car. I was so embarrassed having to troubled him. But at the same time, i feel thankful for what he did. May Allah returns the same kindness to you.

Thank you Allah for surrounding me with people who care enough about me and willing to see past everything and help me in my times of trouble. I couldn't thanked them enough but i pray ya Allah that they get the best of what life has to offer.
I learned that there are only a few people that i could really count on in my time of distress, and are always showing an exemplary way to be a good friend to them as well.

it doesn't really matter that anyone else chooses to believe what they know nothing about Or that they are acting in a strange kind of "detachment" from me. As long as i have these good persons besides me, i could ignore other people as irrelevant.

Thank you Allah for the opportunity to see good things when i found them.