Fajr's rambler

There are so many things in life, in which we have no control over. Even our best plan is contest-able. and it's only for Him to know what best for us.If He fated something to happen then it will.

I am glad for a chance to see my life in positive light, for the realisation that i have been doing great despite all the setbacks and heartaches.

I am glad that i have never been extremely hysterical about anything, and i have been quite calm in most situation. I am ever so glad that i never ruin anyone's life for the sake of holding my popularity if there were ever any.

I am so glad that i did not try to buy anyone's attention or affection by being a hypocrite. I am so glad that i am always me no matter how much i am hurting by some events.

I am glad that when it comes to principles, i have always stand strong.

I am stubborn, most of the times, to things that i know i am right.Although, at a given time, that was not a recommendable trait, but over times it pays well.

Ya Allah, my judgment and evaluation of myself might be shallow and self-centered, but i pray for the courage and for the wisdom to be better in my dealings. I have been very patient all these while ya Allah, but in some cases, i feel that there's a needs for me to stay away from and stop trying.

For anything that i have no control over, to you i give my complete surrender ya Allah. For only you know the wisdom and the reasons for everything.