Clamouring

Some things to note...

First thing first, i need to improve my English. in my opinion, it is very shameful to write in bad English, if you are one of the persons teaching it. Supposedly, by now, by any standard, to come out with a well constructed english sentence should be easier than those who are not teaching in this field. Supposedly, we, as the people who had received extensive exposure on the subject should be a master of it. By now, any excuse you give pertaining to your capability is not acceptable. i am in dire needs to improve my english, before it gets even worse. it annoys me so much seeing people who supposedly a master in it(by looking at their academic background) marred it with their own incompetency in using the language. Therefore, i am going to start my improvement process by visiting language site in the net, and by doing exercises on my grammar books. it is always a challenge that can't be refuse.To Improve!

Secondly, i am experiencing the joy of being a woman. i was having a terrible mood swing lately. It started with a very moody feeling before it changed to an unexpectedly happy one. But the worst, my whole body was aching terribly. every inch of my body. i felt like throwing up and mostly sleepy and tired.the lesson from this is: only a girl has the privilege to experience these condition.and it is not easy. While we are at it, bear with it. Embrace it.

Thirdly, a kind of epiphany for me. But i'd rather keep it to myself. all i can say is, i was thinking too much, selfish, jealous and egoistic. i forgot that the smallest things connected the dots sometimes. But i rest my case. I'm happy with what i found.

Fourthly, i am happy for the ability to show true friendship to my friends. I am happy to just be there for him or her.I am happy i am able to express what i feel for them. i honestly love my friends.

I am busy with many commitments, but those commitments also made me happy:o)