Long and unspeakable week

oh,it is a very long and unspeakable week. so many things to do and to catch up. it is almost as if the only thing i hear all week is my door being closed and opened again. unspeakably tired.

my cooking plan is postponed due to lack of time for preparation. i m the kind of person who need to do my cooking with lots of concentration, because i love the good result.:o)

this week, i learned to manage my impatience with my class. i try changing my style, different methods, more games, and more jokes. at the same time, i still want them to know that i don't like few things and said it to their faces in class. i still try to treat them like grown ups and at the same time lashed at them for being less than serious in class. i love to strike a balance. i love the control actually. But still, no matter what methods i tried the boys are so hard to handle, and again, it irritated me so much. What with the CNY holiday, and the mood is oh so lazy, they get on my nerves pretty easy.

On Monday, supposedly i was on duty at Kamsis. But due to unforeseen circumstance,i didn't go. So today, i have to replace it. On Tuesday and Wednesday i had a replacement class for two hours. Thursday, MUET tuition class. so i have completed a full week of night out. i really don't want to spend anymore time away but, well sometimes one have to sacrifice in line of duty.

Fortunately, all my plans for this week were smooth running, and i think that is the biggest rewards.:o)

and unfortunately,there is one thing that i need to straighten out. i have postponed it since Tuesday. But i don't want to make a rash decision, but what is the saying about "can't take No for an answer?"i'm afraid that it has already been decided, and my so-called postponement on giving answer is just a procedural thing. So, i'll try again next week. whatever my decision would be, i hope it wouldn't leave bad impression.

if i would give a rating for this week- i would say that i'm grateful for some of the twist and turn of events. I'm so thankful, dear Allah. Alhamdulillah.

Great, despite the madness(^_^)