Maybe a long holiday is not effective for me, because after my long holiday, i couldn't focus, i feel tired and less motivated to work. Maybe, what i need is either a change in environment/more works. I feel so deprived of energy.i am thinking of home almost every hour, and that is hardly helping in combating my laziness. i felt this before when i was taking DPLI straight after finishing degree.less motivated and lost.This is troubling.
It doesn't help that one of my class is challenging my ability to teach and make them understand. i almost explode today because one of the students think it is funny to disregard my instruction to try using English when conversing in class. The point is, in the previous class he also did the same. He didn't try at all and that's what pissing me off. The unwillingness to try. I had been explaining to them like a subtitle. one sentence after another. Still, he didn't get it. tired. im pretty much linguistically challenged when it comes to translating one sentence after another.I mean, should i just use malay language instead of English? I can tolerate broken English, but i really despise it when people do not want to try at all, and think that it is funny. So very tiring. I knew that some people might have problem with English,but what is their problem with "trying"?
It also doesn't help that i'm having a very sensitive stomach, and barely can eat anything without having stomachache.
Oh God, what have i put myself into?
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