Jan 4, 2012

praying for divine intervention

the rain is pouring heavily outside accompanied by the wind. Sleep would be easy to come tonight.i guess.

Right now, i feel heavy with sadness.

i couldnt count how many time i cried in my prayers. endless crying and praying that everything would be fine. a conversation took place yesterday, and i suddenly realised that there's nothing i could do to try fixing other people's mind set or heart condition so to say.

i hadn't been happy for a long time until recently, and i pray for justice from the Almighty. I can't afford to lose another dear individual just because someone else think that it is sinful for me to have a life and be happy.My question is: what have i done to you that you can't rest from making me miserable?

what, my dear, is the price i have to pay so that you would be happy and stop all these?Because if the price is my life, then you had succeeded. You had longed succeeded and you knew that.

Dear God, dear God.

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