Ombak Rindu

i'm bored, so im taking the advantage of free viewing on youtube and watched Ombak Rindu-the last on my lists.

I have been postponing watching the movie because i don't want to ruin my imagination and the feeling i had when i read the novel years ago. Knowing what to expect, what would be there and how, i just cant bear the traumatisation. haha. to put it in big word.

After watching it, well some of my fears didn't even materialized. the movie was upside down different from the book. a great directing, probably. I cant even remember what i read from the book. The plot was there but the way they put it into moving picture was simply amazing.i didn't cry except for some heavy feeling with loathing because of the violence. It was so horrifying to be in the situation where you are in imminent danger of being battered everytime. it was so horrifying. Nightmare of every woman, i could guarantee that. I dont like the insecurity. i dont like the secrecy. Most of all, i hate it that the happiness, if were ever any is depicted in a very horrible state. But then, probably that way, it makes us feel grateful for the simple and happy life we dont need to fight for to get.

Second of all, at first, i couldn't really agree that Maya karin was chosen for "Izzah". too mature!but now i understand why. In my opinion the character was very innocent, and melancholic and also very submissive, but yet watching Maya Karin brought Izzah into life, something struck me as very true. The character needs someone who portrayed tremendous maturity in personality. And Maya hits the notes just fine. Very fine indeed. For someone who had been bombarded with all the madness, we need someone who can actually carry out the expression in person as well as in gesture. I love what i see in her. And also, there are like tonnes of X-rated scenes: it wouldnt be an easy challenge to do when all eyes were on you. If Lisa were "Izzah", then it would be so much more awkward-non experience etc. but Maya Karin: looks convincing. i was thinking, jokingly of course, that it would be easier to do for Aaron and Maya for an obvious reason-experience.i was ashamed to state my reason, which i would leave it to one's imagination to interpret it. (being naughty ;p)

I won't deny one thing though: Aaron Aziz is just so damned manly. i always love manly guy. i like the feeling of being protected and taken care of. I love the "weight" in his personality, the way he carry himself. Mostly, i love the maturity. I have this very funny imagination: that when he hold my hand, his hand would be bigger than mine, and when he hold me in his arm or hug me, i would fit nicely in his two strong arms. This imagination is not about Aaron Aziz. this is my wishful thinking of what i want my guy to have. So funny:o)..i still prefer the traditional description of man. the strong, dependable and protective types. i dont go for metero. Well, speaking of too much info:D
But then, come to think of it, i never really care for looks. It's the personality that always turns me on. Without failing.

Ombak Rindu is a good movie to watch. it might make one feels happy or sad, but heck life is that. and after all, it was just a movie. Don't take it to the heart.