Wishing again

i missed studying so much. Especially when it comes to literature class, the analysing, the discussion and all. i wish i could further study in literature-my commercial english classes, which i teach now has nothing to do with analysing at all. a little bit of discourse, psycoanalysis and sociolinguistics. But that's all. And im not being ungrateful, but sometimes, i miss those old times- the discussion especially. the presentation. i was trying to encourage my students to be more outspoken in class. But after a few sentences, i get bored. i dont see the confidence or the passion. i really love to have a sparring mate in conversation. The low level of english somewhat hampers my progression in class, because i have to be very basic in speaking. And that's tiring. That's why i have all the unnecessary presentations in my class. i'm looking for the passions. Which maybe a little too much to ask for.hmm

I'm not perfect, but that's the challenge actually. To challenge yourself in every way possible.

i longed for that environment where you can actually use the language days in and days out.i really longed for that.