it's been a while since i blog.i dont have the time. i dont know how to start writing.nothing to ponder upon.Classes have resumed, and there are things to complete.When i reached home in the evening, the bed looked inviting.and it was so relaxing watching TV.i am too stressed up to even think about a sentence.so, i decided to stop writing for a while.dont want to write junks.after all, at first my blog was meant as place for to reflect about my daily life, to write about things that i found interesting.to write things through my point of view.so, i want to maintain that atmosphere in my blog...though sometimes i do write junks.
my aim this semester is to work harder to improve myself and my style of teaching.last semester, i have been quite agreeable.This semester, i am going to spice things up a bit.i am exercising my ability to nag senseless in class, to get angry at my students, and to really be more dilligent in providing material for them to improve. i was frightened by the fact that some of the students do not even know the meaning of the word "submit".it was really a slap in the face. During the MSK, at the end of my slot with the students, i asked them to sing a song-with lyrics.They cant even pronounce the wording. I am really motivated to try and help improve their language ability.so, this semester i have a vocabulary expansion project-aim to improve their vocabulary-Insya Allah.This semester is also for proving to my boss that i can handle my students.He said iam a very agreeable person that it is impossible to see me being angry at my students.oh...i guess we'll see.
i went to Pusat Islam meeting.and ended up in a higher position than last semester. The problem is i dont really like my partner.who happens to be a "Chipsmore".She will disappear every now and then.seldom attend any programme.and very fond of asking other people to do her part. i already have a planning for my JK, but i dont know what will they say about my plan. I found out from last year's meeting that, some of these people are really rigid, and any new change will spark fire. so, until now, i havent said a word about it.Not until i figured out all parts of my plan.
Next week, my closest friend will start her long holiday.i wont see her until May/June.it's going to be a very long semester.and very boring days.I was looking at one of our photo together, and just realize what a happy person she is.She is my mentor for everything-classroom, PNP,some of my personal issues, some things that i couldnt tell anybody-she was a solid voice of reason.she always look at things differently.and i like her point of view.i like her as a person.im going to feel the lost.
Got a new friend.Ustazah from Kuching. She is attracted to one of the ustaz in Jab-and every now and then make it a point to tell me-that the Ustaz is attracted to me.Just so you know my dear friend...my standard is quite high for him to reach.he is not even there yet.Thank you.Sounds Cocky but hey...i have my own preference.;o).
weird thing...i shown her a picture of my Gentleman, and she commented that his face resembles my bestmate's.i was quiet for a long time.and realized that it was true.
and i went crazy crying myself to sleep.for the fact that i do missed my Gentleman.and for the fact that i lost my bestmate...and missed him as well.
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