superstitiously...

"Someone very close to you could let you down or disappoint you under this influence. Try not to take what they do or say personally, as it won't be intended as such. Find something positive to concentrate your efforts on rather than obsess about this betrayal or let down"

somehow i feel that i am too positive.i have been working harder than ever since then.i do everything i can put my hands to..i go everywhere so i have something to do.i watch everything screened on TV although i dont particularly like it. and act as if nothing hurt me, or disturb me. i dont want to think about anything.i dont want to care about anything. i am moving non stop.Trying to fade into the busy-ness.yes,i am obsessed on making myself feel better!
actually i feel hurt and let down.i feel betrayed and used.i feel cheap and lowly.And i am mad at myself for allowing unnecessary things to complicate my life.
i am angry because i allowed people to manipulate my feeling and my genuine interest.im angry for not being able to stick to my rules.

So, im using my anger and bitterness to up my game.to raise my standard one scale higher. my revenge is to ensure that i am better than my opponent.To always be better than them!
True Piscean cant resist the challenge of betrayal.No true Piscean will stick to people who do that to her.

i happen to be one.