Weird

well,i couldnt say that im in a relationship.
To start,i found my long lost friend..to say the least. the one i never had the chance to know better because i went to matriculation. So he was someone i knew before i end up in here.

My sister happened to be in contact with his cousin.And he happened to be in close contact with my other cousin.so, there we were..trying to pick up things where we left it.i say that he is a friend because i dont have the courage to termed him as anything yet. i prefer to wait and see.
i dont want to confuse my feeling. Just because i liked him before, it doesnt mean that my feeling hasnt changed for him. for god sake. it was more than five years already..it would be naive to still expect that things hasnt changed.

we talked about the old days, what happened after i went to matric, what he did,where he had been,what i have been doing...my family,his family.He is still a joker.:o)...which is why we were together before.he was such a joker and i was a captived audience.always laughing my heart out..Funny funny Sam..

it is too early to say anything. Weird why i was thinking so much about a certain someone, when i should be happy to move on with my life.infact i was dreaming about him as well.

Ya Allah.im weak.Please give me the strenght to be strong, physically and mentally. Whatever it is ya Allah,my complete surrender is for You.