Fractions

Today is progressive..i didnt run all over the house,i simply walk and look at everything. How i have neglected my bolthole. Today was a chance to fix and mend things that i can get my hands on. Surprisingly easy and well done.i was grateful of years of training-being second in command at home after mum-because my father was always working at other places-that im able to fix things myself..glad that i dont need manly presence to do simple things,such as fixing pipe or sink blockage..that are all learn-able skills,ladies and gentleman.. Labours in the morning, followed with cooking. My expertise again. Strangely,all my cooking skills,modifying and creating recipes i got it from my father. My father loves cooking, from steamed fish, asam pedas,hinava,mixed vege with oyster,fried rice to spaghetti, meat and chicken, soup..you named it...everything is only the best in town...even maggie tastes differently.my mum has the same good taste and skills.so, i become one.. Grateful that i get the benefit of both. I know why i hate sissy-ness.hahaha. Today i watched two movies.. Qaisy dan Laila, and another one was Laskar Pelangi. Both strengthen my belief in humanity. Laskar was a story about the importance of education. I was deeply moved by the innocence of the portrayal. It moved through the point of view of the children-a clear message of how life events controlled your life,but somehow it depends on you to deal in which way. It strengthen my motivation to try giving my best to my students. To understand that sharing what i have is a responsibility that should be carried out with all due respect. What would it be like to teach in a place like that? No proper facility, not sufficient wages?i was thinking,here we get everything we want,everything we need,salary that's more than enough..and still.. Most of the times,we still complaint more,and work less.or not working at all..we cant even be responsible for our job,let alone to god.. It was a good point for reflection. Qaisy was a story about human relation. Again it is thought evoking. This is the second time i watched.though not entirely this time. I noticed the gender issues and the harsh reality of people living in war zone. Dreams and hopes are not possible because every minute is a struggle to be alive. Every second is a challenge to overcome doubts and fear. They were facing physical and mental torture and still they go on living,surviving their doubts and fears. So i learned a lot.. I realised that disappointment or rather hardship is not uniqe.it happens all the times to different people,in different situation,at different time.and we,human learned how to cope,and behave accordingly.... Hmmm.i miss my baby,his smile and his antics.i have to wait for a month before i can hold him.oh,the long wait.and i also feel proud of something ive done that had or hadnt made a person happy..i intended to make my professional life stress free. That's all. Now i can begin my voyage on my newfound happiness by focusing on my wants and needs(and let others mind their own business@. TQVM