after the storm

I can say that this is not the most restful of my weekend,but i did rest-i sleep a lot more than i normally do,i cooked,watched tv,had girlish chat with my friends,rearranged my cupboard-i arranged my clothes according to a certain arrangement and cleaned my refrigerator-actually more of stocking up..i felt quite calm actually after my outburst.maybe my negative aura had dried out with all the sweat.great.when my brother broke off with his girlfriend,he did the same.infact,he was the one that told me-working out the negative energy by doing things that require lots of physical energy and mental concentration are the best anti depressant..so true.im much more calmer..when he broke off with his girlfriend,he went around cleaning the house,clearing the surrounding of my father's durian tree and chopping off banana tree-and he was calmer after that..brilliant and positive way to stay sane,i would say..but actually my stress level had decreased since friday.i went to a dancing course on friday:0) i hadnt been really dancing for years.the last time was in form 3.life was really wild back then.i was a carefree young girl before the depression of growing up made me a cynic.and it took me years to be as i am now..thanks to all the books i read.but that was beside the point. I went to this senam tari kenyalang,and danced a combination of dances.from malay,the pribumi's traditional dances,chinese and indian dances.i was actually having tremendous fun. I understand,first and foremost,this dance was created to replace poco-poco,but heck,who cares?i was dancing to the tune and was enjoying every minute.the steps were beautiful,artful and enjoyable.i was laughing halfway through.very glad i went actually.very very very very.:o)...what else did i do?i went and check my lesen L-im going to get it in a forthnight..which mean,i might get my driving licence by the end of this year.;o)..it means my 2 major goals for this year are already well on the way of completion.insya allah..:0)...Therefore,monday is going to be great.:o)