Sep 28, 2011

Aches that linger

My head is in continuous pain since Saturday night. I thought it was the time of the month, but it never shows up.

Then, it must be an old bout of migraine. I have been living almost without my usual daily intact of caffeine, and it didn't go away. Instead, it continues throbbing.it has been my constant companion for now. i don't know what to expect of it...

but i happily go about doing everything that i feel like doing; play volleyball, going to the gym, anything at all(with caution) although, i feel uncomfortable with it. sometimes when it becomes too much and i couldn't focus, then i feel like screaming. or when people are laughing happily it annoyed me because the pain is unbearable..

or probably it was caused by my over eating habit(i have more appetite than before) these lately..and when the thought about my weight strike/i suddenly feel overwhelmed. i hate fatness and everything that look round.. Hate would probably be an understatement. I DETEST FAT!!!!.

oh i have a serious case of psychological illness. no doubt about it by now.
and i dare to wonder why my headache wouldn't go away...

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