Today

The headache had gone from wild throbbing to a mild one. But i still have to abstain from my Caffeine..

today, i managed to complete my list of things to finish marking. All of them. Marked and put neatly in my marking form. Great!:o)

today, i managed to cut my calorie lesser than i normally eat on working day.Cutting the cost as well!hehehe. i was not as hungry as usual, and my craving for food has lessen. Yes!!! so my going to the sport center these lately seems to be working wonder.
Insya Allah, im going to start my jogging session later..Hurrayy to keeping fit..:o)

Well.My outspoken-ness got out today. Twice. I was definitely extra sensitive today. Someone was making fun of my passing out in a car awhile back while we were in Sibu. I understand that she didn't mean to joke about it, but someone else thought it was funny. that moron laughed it OUT LOUD. So, in my most cynical way, i said straight away: funny,was it? Try to be in that situation and feel for yourself whether it was funny or no..As if on cue, the laugh stopped and everyone pretended nothing was said, and changed the topic. I on the other hand smiled a sweet smile, and keep quiet. i just didn't like the way they talked about it as if it was a fun thing. No, people. it was not. FYI, at that time, i was battling with headache, and nauseous feeling, because obviously i have eaten something i wasn't supposed to eat. and because i was too stupid and egoistic and didn't want to trouble other people with my condition, that's what i get.an entire lifetime's set of laughter.

And during the afternoon tea with my friend. The canteen people served me with an expired milk. so imagine the taste of my Bandung..So i went to the counter, and asked the person to have a sip from my bandung. There's no use talking. and for that: i got air jagung special. Whatever. the point is i was only trying to prove my point. Luckily, i didn't say anything cynical this time. ;o)

Sessions with my mum these lately inspired a change of perspective for me, also maybe a change in address. So, i have 2 new goals. Perhaps all these while, what's lacking in me was a goal to achieve. So Insyaallah, if Allah wills, then it will be.

Rating for today: Good,despite a few turbulence. :o)