Alhamdulillah. for so many small adjustments that are opening up spaces and rooms to breath.
Yesterday, there was a meeting with number three. So i went up there with the intention to fight stubborn with stubborn. I think it's about time to really be decisive about life. To think carefully about what i want instead of what other people want to be done. So i came cautiously, knowing what it was at stakes and tabled my own counter proposal. looks like i get what i want. But i was given the ultimatum, whether to stay with my (ex) current post and let go of my student's affair post, or stay with student's affair and lost the quality officer post. Gladly i chose the second option. i believe that, i am better off without quality. and because i started to love HEPP so to say. Furthermore, i understand that, there's a professional needs to find someone with strong ISO background. What i knew was laymen's way of doing things and might not be fit with the standard requirement. People who have the experience would do it according to the standard procedure. So, yes. There's every need to find someone who is in line with that. I am happy with what i have, and found that i have many spaces in my head for other things. my boss at student's affair said, that he was glad i didn't choose the first option. He said, when i came out from number three's office smiling, he thought i've already accepted the first option. But i didn't. Thank you for the silent support boss, really appreciated it.
For example, i've finished with my questions of which i found it so hard to do before.
So, for this year. i aimed to do these things, In shaa Allah:
a) Article Review
b) Research
c) Join in Jabatan's activity-i have one in mind actually-co-penyelia projek, some other projects that might come up.
i feel that happier older time is coming back to me. Though at the moment, i am still dazed by my own happiness.
Alhamdulillah, thank you Ya Rabb for removing some of my burden of responsibility. Alhamdulillah.
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