mad world

All around are me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrows
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very very,
Mad world, Mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy birthday, happy birthday
May they feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson?
Look right through me, look right through me

-when adam sang this in AI, i was shaken by his powerful voice.and when i actually read the lines, i felt certain degree of emotional turmoil-mixture of hopelessness,helplessness,regret,alone, lost-and several other emotions i couldnt name.I feel disturbed.it reminds me of what i feel when i heard that Chris Benoit has died(given the nature of his death)-because i was a fan.and the feeling i had when Heath Ledger died.disturbed and overwhelmed.

and mostly, to the fact that there are some things, u just have no control over...huh