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...To finally realise that the love is not for you.To understand that, in the first place it was just an illusion, just a look alike..

i cant begin to explain the chasm in my heart, the pain that started to numb the whole body and poison the eyes, as tears running down ,unstoppable. The empty feeling of finally realising that you are alone and cant turn to anyone even for a pat in the back, without being eyed with ridicules and cynicism.Maybe you never experience my feeling so far. Therefore, i sincerely hope you would. Then, try to look at me with the same look if you can..

i was inviting people into my life. Everytime, they get away with my heart torn apart.

...Ya Allah, ya Allah, Ya Allah..
In a poor condition, i ask for Your Mercy. How to overcome this,Lord the Almighty?