Ranting but not Raging

i have been wondering for quite some times now..

A friend was giving me the cold shoulder.

a)She stopped playing squash with me.

b)She stopped talking.

c) She cancelled her outing plan, because i tagged along with the group.

d)And didnt invite me for dinner at her house, when all of the friends were invited.

e)She didnt speak to me when she met me at xxxx dept, and ignored me when she went to our dept..but spoke to everyone else..

f)She also didnt reply my sms, and ignored my calls.

g)And she also spoke in an offensive manner when she followed another one of my friend when she sent me off to the bus terminal.

h)She also has this offensive facial expression whenever i was around..

Need i say more? i guess not.

Well, im not the patient sort who can tolerate nonsense. If there is anything you are not satisfied about, tell me directly. The last time i remembered her giving the cold shoulder was to a friend (who was said to have a relationship with a married guy).And i was told by this married guy's friend that she frequented her house every now and then...

where the hell was i wrong?!

saya jadi tak ada mood untuk mengerti.Analisa saya, sikap beliau ini sama seperti sikapnya terhadap kawan yang berstatus complicated tu.Jadi sekarang adakah saya..termasuk dalam golongan orang-orang yang berstatus complicated?
kalau benar apa yang telah saya buat untuk menyinggung beliau? Kalau hendak diikutkan, saya harus marah beliau kerana telah terlebih dahulu menyebarkan kepada orang lain tentang status saya yang sedang in a relationship, kerana itu bukan hal beliau...

Idiosyncracies? Whatever....Tolong pergi baca tentang keseimbangan emosi.

nampaknya saya kena pandai-pandai membawa diri. selagi dia begitu,begitulah saya..

Tapi mungkin juga ini hanyalah saya.Emosi mungkin boleh menipu, bagaimana pula apa yang terlihat pada pandangan mata? Bagaimana dengan logik akal?Menipu pulakah?

Kata orang tindakan kita harus reflektif dengan tindakan orang lain.
baik mereka, baiklah kita...Jika sebaliknya, maka pandai-pandailah membawa diri.

Saya tiada masa mahu berjauh hati. Im an individual, i dont belong to any group of society's clown.TQVM

Cik siti: cuba menghadapi ini dengan matang dan terbuka. No need to go about teaching them how to live their own lives...