Dec 30, 2010

Most 2010

well, its year end again.2010 is fruitful for me, despite a few setbacks. to think back, nothing that i cant handle.

Professionally, i have flourished beyond my expectation. I learned new things, of organization, of leadership, of communication, of PR and most of all of management and handling new responsibility. Responsibility are building up, and expectation are high, so i did what was best for my organization and what i think was the best at the time. So basically, 2010 opens up many rooms for improvement, which in one way or another strengthen my self belief, my confidence and my range of capability in what i do. it breeds new sense of purpose for the time to come, to compete with the challenge itself in the best possible way. 2010 is an opportunity to prove my theory on most things, and a great learning ground for the advancement of my career.

Personally, 2010 is bittersweet yet full of invaluable experiences. I learned many things about people in general. 2010 is a reflective journey on principles and human emotion in general. 2010 is a test of character for me. For the concepts that i had believed in the past, what i still held close to heart and what i have concluded or rejected after testing it with real life experience.I believe that each person has to choose what's the best for him/her, and it's not a matter that is negotiable by anyone but himself. therefore, my determination to improve in every sector of life is heightened, and whatever decision that i may take is solely on my shoulder. I learned that you can choose to be happy or sad, or be anything that you like as long as it is in tandem with your own belief and principles..There are many things to learn yet, but learning is never an overnight process. So, by doing it the best way we can is the best approach. May 2011 be a great year ahead...

Unexpected things.Many.i cant begin to list which one. Yet, the best is finding my M. a friend who came in time when i dont think i cant go on smiling and pretending to be happy.In time where i feel im down beyond reaching, he came in bringing hopes that, it was not all that bad. There's a world out there waiting to be discover. He offers a "friendly" support when i really needed someone to just understand without judging.A friend who shows me reason, when i think its impossible to think about anything in a logical manner. i am very much thankful for that. Thankful for a simple gesture of understanding. Thank you so much. you know how much i value your friendship. i love you for that.

I am surround by people who care and always willing to offer helping hands when i needed them. people who are always there and tolerate my emotional up and down, or my momentary madness.i am tremendously grateful for that. You all know, it wouldnt be an easy fight for me without you all.

People who provide professional insights and offer guidance when i least expect it. Thank you for making my year as fruitful as it is.

Regrets? i have a few.But too few to mention.

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