Going solo

The second day of the week.I'm late for work. For the first time for a long time, i watched football match. More so i had something to say to a friend who happened to be a football fanatic:o). But surprisingly, i quite enjoyed the game, i still remembered what was what, and how it was played. It was like a boost to the spirit watching it. Watching people played so hard and won was really motivating.

I spent my time at watching quite many movies. My schedule is back to round one. i came home, and after my prayer, settled for my tea, early dinner, bathing, all the basic things. i even spent sometimes doing a word search games. I bought two books previously, and hadn't touch it since because at some point it was a cruel reminder of my ex bestmate. So i kept them shelved.. Now i was ok about it, i can play it again happily. Then i discovered how many words there are that i dont understand or didn't know that they meant something else. Good practice anyway.

I missed my girlfriend, but not that badly. i didn't want to constantly bothering her with unnecessary updates of my life. She deserves the spaces:o) I wanted to be able to
be happy without depending on anyone to make me feel better. I caught myself bursting out laughing on things that we done together. tthinking about happy moments were making me happy.

My other close friend is also very busy with daily responsibility that i dared not bother him. Previously, i would have feel left out if he was busy. But now, i understand that i have to give some spaces as well to the friendship. I valued his friendship so much to jeopardize it. I heard positive things about him yesterday, which made me so proud of him-will tell him later. Hopefully it would make him more spirited than he already is:o)

4 days had gone so far. I managed to stick to my solo plan..:o)