At my house, doing quite many entertaining activities. my girlfriend is away on a course for three weeks, so all activities would be around myself for the time being.
Day 1,Saturday:
suddenly realized how much i missed just relaxing at home. Cleaning, washing clothes, cooking, dusting, rearranging things or simply watching TV. I missed the sleeping in, i missed waking up early waiting for the sun streaming at my balcony, i missed my morning coffee on saturday/sunday, i missed listening to MixFM, in short i miss my house.So i cooked sweet and spicy meat and ate them with much more enthusiasm than ever. I wondered what has brought about the change in my activity? Yes, i'd spent quite many times outing with my friends, or rode out with my new car that i hardly stayed at home these lately. i am still the homely person that i like. I was so determined that the water problem wouldn't affect my relaxation, so i cleaned the back, and my kitchen. So happy making a home of my house:o).
So i began plotting my next three week with a happy planning of staying home and be selfish about my happiness..Feel Great!:o)
Day 2, Sunday:
Well, other than a little bit of scattered FBing activity, i cooked, and watched TV-some of them are the rerun of yesterday's programmes, waiting to fill in the pails with water and choosing clothes to be wear to office and ironing them, and corresponding with my girlfriend, i watched a lot of movies, and criticized them, what a life but fun.hahaha. i blocked off other people and i negatively rejected any attempt of spending time with anyone. again, i selfishly keeping my time alone for myself. i hope they understand. After all i have no obligation whatsoever to be at anyone's service, other than those that has something to do with me. Feel great to be frank with people.:o)
But this is just the beginning. Struggle hasn't start yet. I wish i would be able to be with myself within these three weeks. Insya Allah.
again, a reminder: I am not responsible for anyone's well being.
(^_^)
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