In need of serious gay bathing, scrub and pampering.
today is almost none existent-in a sense that i didnt even remember a thing except for some work related thingy. i enjoyed the process, and i love the productivity. Seeing water spilled at the floor on my way up home was making me excited-it had been such a long time since i had my leisure bathing. i missed the time when water was such a luxury. But things are tolerable i guess, so no complaint on that.
Today was an exceptionally happy day. i don't know what happened, but i was frightened by what i felt. and also cherished it.much more than i care to admit.i am not sure what i want anymore. Can i just pretend to be blind?i am an expert, anyway.Happily confused i am..:o)
I met a girl. and the things she told me. i wished that everyone would just learn to mind his/her own business. Put a stop to gossiping, or to bullshitting about other people's business. i guess, the least we could do is to not take responsibility for other people's behaviour.To not feel responsible for something that other people's do. It has nothing to do with us. Nothing at all. Let Allah judges them. Let them take full responsibility and learn from the things they did. Dont be such a sponge and absorp all the bullshits. We have to learn to detach ourselves from all that. By stating this, it doesnt mean that i am less sympathetic. i was only detaching myself from things that do not matter to me.
Overall, today is exhaustive. But in a positive way.Insya Allah
May Allah grant us the capability to execute our responsibility everyday. Amin
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