again and again.Busy with keying in mark,busy with students who wanted to take exam or test, busy with SKT, busy with everything.my head is buzzing and pounding from tiredness and excitement..to finish up everything on time.
Today had been very progressive.in the morning, i spent about 45 minutes keying in marks when suddenly the system went down.but dont want to stress myself, so i went and check the exam papers-putting the marks in the PB form.and when i reached to the last paper, i went around walking and talking to my everybody in the office..taking a deep breath and feeling all the rush in the office..heavenly.
about 9.30am, i followed my friends-breakfast at one of our favourite lepak port.usually on friday.i ordered a roti kosong and teh tarik,which i hadnt eat for a long long time. and it tasted wonderful.it made me think about my lepak times with my brothers.we loved to have a nite out in my hometown, which afterwards we usually went for roti canai and teh tarik at our regular port before heading home..and helped to tapau for everyone at home.hehe
when we came back from our little rendezvous, there were students waiting.for listening test..and one student wanted to take the final test.I went to fax a document to my sis-on the way, i met with Pn A(i dont know her name actually), and suddenly we were talking about flowers-all the petunia,and some of it whose names i have forgotten-but really.i saw her house and it is full of flowers.i genuinely interested.a nice hobby but not for a lazy person like me..hehe. when i came back, my colleagues let a good news out.that we're going for BTN in December.ohhh,it dampened my spirit. i expected it to be next year.but well.beggars cant be chooser.if it's this year,then iam going anyway..still dont want to be stress about unnecessary thingy..
in the afternoon, i went to the exam unit and helped someone from JP to translate their exam question.it was a tough job-terms etc.but with the help from one of the staffs,i manage to pull through. and guess what-i was given a declaration memo that said-i helped with the translation-and more importantly-it can be put in the SKT.Praise be to Allah.another reason to be thankful for a wonderful blessing.:o)
Tomorrow morning i have MUET tuition at 8am.i planned on doing something, but i forgot that in order to do what i planned, i have to photocopy some article-which i conveniently forgot..oh well, we'll see what we can do tomorrow. and on Sunday, there's a Seminar Pemantapan Aqidah by organised by Pusat Islam.apparently i am in one of the committees.and my committee happened to be my colleague.i really feel guilty for not being a helping hand, or when im not being readily available.and he didnt say anything at all to me.so,i just got carried away with all the things i have to do everyday-or simply being busy thinking about the unattainable...hehehe.but im coming anyway on Sunday.that's my commitment.Insyaallah.so no saturday-sunday this week.but it's ok.;o)
Next week, my goal is to try to finish up keying in marks into the system, so i can proceed with my SKT.im going home on Friday for my aunt's wedding. and im going to have a blast. i even agreed to be my aunt's pengapit.my first planning is to shop in Miri while waiting for my flight later that night..but with BTN coming around, and knowing how shopping could end up..hehe,i'l have to do some serious budgeting..i seriously am thinking of buying something pink for the wedding.hmm,weird.
oh yeah, and it kinda weird but i wonder about a mysterious Hang Kebun, who has the habit of visiting my Friendster every once in a while-and keeps himself in the dark-who he is or why,i would never know.i tried sending him message once and the next thing is he turn off his messaging function.
so, today im having a quite heavy dinner-because my bestfriend is here.and i need an energy booster.
i was listening to my playlist earlier today and i suddenly caught some words from Celine Dion's song that said:
What do you say of taking chances?
What do you say of jumping off the edge?
never knowing if there's a solid ground below
or hands to hold
or hell to pay...?
let just start again..
i agree to start again.i am.i will.
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