I seriously dont know

Yes.The fun Day was over.and it was not fun at all.
It was all over the places with everything was everywhere.To say the least.
I am not one who like to bitch around and complaint about things. Because i know i have been doing everything i can for this program. i couldnt possibly worry about everything.After all im just a secretary.im not the PC. I dont know much either but i like the learning part, the challenge of actually doing something, the sweat, the mental energy-basically everything that i can learn from this program.i am that type of person.i love doing something challenging..something i dont know. I dislike people who complaint so much or people who dont seem to know their functions.I dislike people who love to give excuses.

To say the least, the program was half completed.And there are so very many things that needed to be done before we can actually call it a program.This is my first ever program in which i cant see a clear achievement.All i see was loose ends everywhere. i couldnt say i didnt enjoy it either..Enjoyment is relative. My enjoyment was having fulfilled all the tasks that needed to be done.But most of all, because the speech i wrote for ustaz was read, and it sounded nice and the boss praised him for that. Enough contentment for me. im a very simple minded person...:o).

But my head was banging inside because our boss said, that i keep on disappearing on the event,when actually i have to do so many other things which if i just let it be, the Fun Day would be worst.im not asking anyone to praise me for what i do.So far, i have liked the teamwork in our Jabatan, but when it comes to work,well not everyone is willing to do everything. So rather than waste the energy agonising about people who dont want to do anything, or dont do a thing, or dont work,or get angry for whatever, let's just let it done and over with, no complaining, no bitching about. Oh yes, World's peace!:o)

Yeah, well.people might say that it is not fair for me to be so tired while somebody is not doing his/her works.But i was thinking:i benefit a lots by doing all of these-experience,expertise, skills, knowledge, connection and many other things. Effort is reward in itself.:o)

If other people fail to see this as a learning ground,then i couldnt possibly say more.