Adrenalin Rush

There are some news that would always be new to you even if you claimed to know yourself since forever.

Well, I..I newly rediscover that i am the kind of person who loves height, fastness and basically all things that caused me to get the adrenalin rush.a very interesting rediscovery indeed.

I love height. I love heels, the higher the heel the more i love it, it's not so much the heel but the challenge of wearing and handling yourself when you wear one. Most girls would have shied away from it, but i crave the challenge.small though it may seems.

I love Fastness. Car, roller blade, whatever. i used to ride a bicycle in school, where we would rode the bicycle down the hill. At first, i got my ankle bleeding. The second time was paradise. i felt the rush of wind as i rode downhill, and again the feeling of actually being able to handle the pressure of not falling off from the dear thing.i used to roller blade at my friend's house. because my mum would sometimes be very overprotective, i never dared to tell her anything about it. Wow, the challenge to master it was enormous, something i would do over and over again. Just for the satisfaction-been there and done that!
Yesterday, i re-discover my love when suddenly my driving tutor commented that i was indeed driving too fast for an amateur..:O). This was not the first time actually. Before this, i did it when we were on the road, and i accelerated like hell. The guy didn't say anything at that time..Adrenalin rush, adrenalin rush, Adrenalin Rush..Everywhere.

Yet,last night when my good friend woke me up in the wee hour of the morning, because some people suffered from stomachache, and she is also pregnant, and we rushed over to her aid, i didnt know what to say. i never handled pregnant girl before, and i didn't know what to expect. But everything went smoothly and quite uneventfully. but it did get my mind racing, and sleep only come in about 3 in the morning.

What my friend told me earlier when i was driving like a lunatic: i see you are confident and brave. It makes driving easy for you. Look at those younger people. They are also driving with confidence and braveness, maybe because they don't have any thought about responsibility yet. or they still think that life is easy. That's why they seldom take everything seriously.

And yes, come to think about it: sometimes, we never think about responsibility, that's why we do everything that we can without thinking about the consequence or the repercussion.
Even if we have to pay an expensive price for it..Like pregnancy.