Ain't No Mountain High Enough

These past few days had not been good-lost my mood, lost my focus, and lost my self-confidence. I guess i listened too much to rubbish, and in the end started to take those rubbish as the truth.

I noticed that my ex bestmate is okay with this. And even i can sense that he has started implementing the No-CONTACT rules in totality. i admitted i am affected by that because i now know how little i meant to him. But rather than beating myself to death with sadness and negativity, i'll accept his challenge to move on farther away.

It's about time.


"I Love Smiling"


...Come to think about it, it is not him/ or his friendship that i'm afraid of losing, it's the IDEA of having someone close by/ and his attention that i am afraid of losing.

So the least i can do is be truthful to myself, and accepted that fact that in the first place, the defect is in my thinking.

last but not least, i was wrong, and impulsive, and in need of attention. I hope that, he can find it in his heart to forgive me for any hurtful feeling i might have inflicted.

I want a fresh start, learn to forgive and forget as i move along.

It's about time to let go..