Time flies

Wow! Just notice that months are missing out from my memory.

My friend remarked that she is going to come back soon(maternity leave) and i wondered why she is coming back so early. March is like yesterday.i was taken by surprise when i realised that, it is May already! That's why i didn't plan for holiday because i thought it is far away in the future.then when i opened my eyes-there u go-the charming May is at the doorstep and leaving soon.. I simply lost track of times.

Damned it. but i am so hung up on the past. Konon tak kisah, but hell yeah, the time did stop for me! For whatever reason. at first i thought.

Is this the case of Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind? in the movie, they erased their memory of the past. In my case, i have no memory for the present time and it past without me realising..so much for spotless mind..

But to be fair, there were lots going on actually.I was busy for MUET, i was busy for my baby Quality, i was busy with my driving class and passed, i was busy with my new strengthen friendship, i was busy with handling and adapting to changes, and in general i was busy living a more healthy life..Who in their right mind would remember trivial?

so, fair and square.

i don't have to remember everything unimportant. I don't have to give excuses for they way i live my life.

the past?let it past. Why insisted on what has happened when today is a brighter day?