few days after the interview..well,nothing much i can say about it.im pretty much nervous, because i didnt read everything that i supposed to read.Meet some friends in SPP, i even went up level 7 and have a brief chat with my aunt.What a couldnt care less attitude. one of the interviewer was the TP of Politeknik K.Kinabalu.and as expected, the question was very much grounded with PoliKK.
Today, i went to visit my mum's cousin at the hospital.i was strucked by how much physical changes..Shakespeare was right after all.Nothing is Forever.which, reminded me of my escalating weight.seriously in need of diet plan..scarry, baby!
well.it looks like i need to reevaluate my course of life..while i still have the heart to do it and think about it.
some days back,it hit me wildly and hurtfully when i knew that somebody is living a great life, when i was half miserable having to lose him..not even think about me i guess..hmm,maybe it's about time i moved on..
Jan 23, 2009
Jan 20, 2009
The world of wars
Today is one day before my interview for the perlantikan to jawatan tetap with SPP.and i still dont know where everything will end up. After so many rumors and uncertainty, finally progress is seen..my mind engages constantly with questions..what might be ask?what will be look at,what should i do and many more..so many principles, the do's and donts.i give my total surrender to Allah,who Know everything which is beyond human capacity to know.Tawakaltu 'ala Allah.
Meanwhile, i am busy with worldly affair..things got pretty wild in the world outside.with the neverending war and injustice everywhere. i think, it has gone far more awry than when it started years back.People are dying and every institution that should provide so called shelter and protection hasnt done anything that's worth a penny..so tragical..i was listening to the TV3 news one night when a short documentary about the Israeli-Palestinian War broke out.and the broadcaster-Izwan Azir said that probably blood should be repay by blood.i can only think that..yes, maybe it's about time they use their might since the Israeli wouldnt bulge by any other methods.Personally, i think that the war is beyond anyone to do anything about..because of its historical, political and religion based reasons.
but to stop the war would be for the palestinian people to know, they are more knowledgeable about the condition in there, and they know what is good for them.I agree with the broadcaster,Allah will not change anything unless or until you try to change it on your own first..
what you do with great effort will usually be fruitful.and after all the great effort, then u pray for Allah to help..Insyallah.
Jan 15, 2009
the key to a more positive outlooks.
1. Look for good things in every situation.
2. Support yourself. Say only positive things about yourself - or nothing at all.
3. Do what you can in the present, and postpone worry.
4. You forgive people for your benefit. (You don't have to agree with what they did!)
5. Paying compliments makes you focus on positive things. It makes you HAPPY!
6. Instead of making DEMANDS on life and people, have PREFERENCES.
7. Commit your goals to paper. Break your BIG goals into "bite-sized" pieces.
that is why i love Andrew Matthews.he is not asking people to be perfect, instead he advised to change the way of thinking.
2. Support yourself. Say only positive things about yourself - or nothing at all.
3. Do what you can in the present, and postpone worry.
4. You forgive people for your benefit. (You don't have to agree with what they did!)
5. Paying compliments makes you focus on positive things. It makes you HAPPY!
6. Instead of making DEMANDS on life and people, have PREFERENCES.
7. Commit your goals to paper. Break your BIG goals into "bite-sized" pieces.
that is why i love Andrew Matthews.he is not asking people to be perfect, instead he advised to change the way of thinking.
Jan 2, 2009
Drowning
im drowning,drowning,drowning...
in ur smile,
in ur kindness,
in ur sweetness.
if drowning is the condition to have u,
then i wont fight.
terrible feeling i cant fight,
but the horror of it all i begin to embrace.
because caution flies away when im near you.
if only fool rushed in,
then im the fool
for wanting u makes me a human
it makes my heart beat so hard till it hurts.
oh u.
the obsession that will not leave me alone.
drownnnnnnnnnnning.
in the emotion called...the Gentleman from Porlock.
in ur smile,
in ur kindness,
in ur sweetness.
if drowning is the condition to have u,
then i wont fight.
terrible feeling i cant fight,
but the horror of it all i begin to embrace.
because caution flies away when im near you.
if only fool rushed in,
then im the fool
for wanting u makes me a human
it makes my heart beat so hard till it hurts.
oh u.
the obsession that will not leave me alone.
drownnnnnnnnnnning.
in the emotion called...the Gentleman from Porlock.
About time
wow..it takes me weeks to update my blog.i have so much in my head that i dont know how to put it into words.Well...it's the new year again.In the early morning of 1st January 2009, i spent the time watching Seniman Bujang Lapok with my grandmother..and thinking as well.i realise that the hand of time really works so fast that it slipped without you realizing.So many things left behind and you dont know,or can never possibly get them back again.
i felt a little pang of regret for something that i had let passed, or for the things that i didnt do my level best to get,or simply for something that passed so soon, u hadnt even blink an eye..but regret is only a few.Too much can be poisoning..hehe
there is still so much to achieve and do for the future.there is the wide world to experience.
i pray that my 2009 is a blissful and fruitful year for me.murah rezeki,kehidupan yang di berkati...and kekasih yang nice@baik hati,have a great sense of humor..whom i will later consider getting hitch with..ahaks.Insya Allah.
gonna stop here.my turn is up for ZUMA..hehe
i felt a little pang of regret for something that i had let passed, or for the things that i didnt do my level best to get,or simply for something that passed so soon, u hadnt even blink an eye..but regret is only a few.Too much can be poisoning..hehe
there is still so much to achieve and do for the future.there is the wide world to experience.
i pray that my 2009 is a blissful and fruitful year for me.murah rezeki,kehidupan yang di berkati...and kekasih yang nice@baik hati,have a great sense of humor..whom i will later consider getting hitch with..ahaks.Insya Allah.
gonna stop here.my turn is up for ZUMA..hehe
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