Guess i have to get myself one of those smaller pad/pod-whatever the names for easy access.
What's need to be done tomorrow?
early in the morning-contact the MQA reps for audit materials, scheduled a unit meeting,deposit all document in the OR..make sure everything in its place.
0900 hour-Management meeting.
1430-class(if ever)
Cried in desperation today for someone' s good intention that gone wrong. Really, a grade higher, age, and power made you a snobbish know it all that requires a spanking or two.
Apr 3, 2012
Apr 1, 2012
What's in a day?
What is happening tomorrow?
# 0730 hour, letters to be amended, and forms to be submitted to PTPTN
#0930 hour, supposedly a class, but i'm having an MQA meeting with the team.can go on forever.
#1330 hour, hopefully a short break for prayer and lunch
#1630 hour, replacement class.
1930 hour, another replacement class.
I'm my own PA right now. i have to know what im doing and where.
Done for tomorrow.
# 0730 hour, letters to be amended, and forms to be submitted to PTPTN
#0930 hour, supposedly a class, but i'm having an MQA meeting with the team.can go on forever.
#1330 hour, hopefully a short break for prayer and lunch
#1630 hour, replacement class.
1930 hour, another replacement class.
I'm my own PA right now. i have to know what im doing and where.
Done for tomorrow.
Mar 30, 2012
Rambler Scrambler
Life is as busy in capital.
Starting Saturday:
last Saturday: Bengkel Pengurusan Jenazah-afterward, a squash game(friendly match between staffs and students)and then
a small birthday party for me and my friend.made honey dew pudding and sausage rolls. bought us a cake. This was a small gesture actually to be thankful for all the small things that meant a lots which happened lately.^_^
Sunday: went swimming with my friends. On the way home, had an unfortunate encounter with unfavourable people.almost ruined my mood but heck, i survived my feeling. ^_^
Monday: Preparation for the management review meeting, this and that that required immediate solution and attention. Also with scholarship, suddenly everything came in a rush. Managed to get hold of almost everything by the end of the day.
Tuesday: management review meeting. a short meeting with the director, and everything came in fast mode. No time to catch up with my thinking. Err, something/someone did make me strangely happy and proud.
Wednesday: rather calm in the morning. But by 9, everything came rushing again. So i was here and there again, trying to finish up core business, and also scholarship thingy which usually came without a single warning. At night, having a class replacement-very mentally stimulating presentations that i forgot totally about the busy-ness of the day. reached home at about 10pm.
Thursday: a repeat of Tuesday's chaos. this time around, i knew what to expect so i managed to control almost everything. i seriously need to polish my decisiveness.like SERIOUS!a good thing my mentor was there to guide all along. Suddenly, im terrified of sitting on the hot seat. Euww, the feeling was overwhelmingly terrifying. many good people that are willing to guide, thank god. Did some good samaritan act at night for a friend. Unfortunately,again an encounter with unfavourable person. This time around, i m ready with a skip-recognition button. Class again with wonderful people who presented many interesting points. ^_^
Friday: very calm indeed. I managed to settle some scholarship thingy-five to be exact(from seven) and also managed to finish keying in marks for my students, prepared quiz papers for my replacement class tomorrow and updated my FRP. Not bad, i would say..^_^. Performed a good samaritan act again in the evening, before went out with my girlfriend-who is experiencing a moral down at the moment. i can't possibly leave her to fight alone..
Saturday: Tomorrow morning, i will have a three hour Pendidikan Moral replacement class starting at 0800 hour. at 1100 hour i would be at Pusat Islam for the Smart Solat Workshop, before cruising to Dataran Pehin for our booth starting at 1300 hour-1800 hour. and then at night, i would be at Kamsis for my weekly duty.
Sunday: My day would start as early as 0700 hour-at Dataran Awam Pehin, again for the booth. No planning made on the afternoon. but any plan can happen without notice.
So that's my schedule for the week. strangely, it keeps me going strong and focus. I like FOCUS so much. I like.
Starting Saturday:
last Saturday: Bengkel Pengurusan Jenazah-afterward, a squash game(friendly match between staffs and students)and then
a small birthday party for me and my friend.made honey dew pudding and sausage rolls. bought us a cake. This was a small gesture actually to be thankful for all the small things that meant a lots which happened lately.^_^
Sunday: went swimming with my friends. On the way home, had an unfortunate encounter with unfavourable people.almost ruined my mood but heck, i survived my feeling. ^_^
Monday: Preparation for the management review meeting, this and that that required immediate solution and attention. Also with scholarship, suddenly everything came in a rush. Managed to get hold of almost everything by the end of the day.
Tuesday: management review meeting. a short meeting with the director, and everything came in fast mode. No time to catch up with my thinking. Err, something/someone did make me strangely happy and proud.
Wednesday: rather calm in the morning. But by 9, everything came rushing again. So i was here and there again, trying to finish up core business, and also scholarship thingy which usually came without a single warning. At night, having a class replacement-very mentally stimulating presentations that i forgot totally about the busy-ness of the day. reached home at about 10pm.
Thursday: a repeat of Tuesday's chaos. this time around, i knew what to expect so i managed to control almost everything. i seriously need to polish my decisiveness.like SERIOUS!a good thing my mentor was there to guide all along. Suddenly, im terrified of sitting on the hot seat. Euww, the feeling was overwhelmingly terrifying. many good people that are willing to guide, thank god. Did some good samaritan act at night for a friend. Unfortunately,again an encounter with unfavourable person. This time around, i m ready with a skip-recognition button. Class again with wonderful people who presented many interesting points. ^_^
Friday: very calm indeed. I managed to settle some scholarship thingy-five to be exact(from seven) and also managed to finish keying in marks for my students, prepared quiz papers for my replacement class tomorrow and updated my FRP. Not bad, i would say..^_^. Performed a good samaritan act again in the evening, before went out with my girlfriend-who is experiencing a moral down at the moment. i can't possibly leave her to fight alone..
Saturday: Tomorrow morning, i will have a three hour Pendidikan Moral replacement class starting at 0800 hour. at 1100 hour i would be at Pusat Islam for the Smart Solat Workshop, before cruising to Dataran Pehin for our booth starting at 1300 hour-1800 hour. and then at night, i would be at Kamsis for my weekly duty.
Sunday: My day would start as early as 0700 hour-at Dataran Awam Pehin, again for the booth. No planning made on the afternoon. but any plan can happen without notice.
So that's my schedule for the week. strangely, it keeps me going strong and focus. I like FOCUS so much. I like.
Without you
I can't win, I can't reign
I will never win this game
Without you, without you
I am lost, I am vain,
I will never be the same
Without you, without you
I won't run, I won't fly
I will never make it by
Without you, without you
I can't rest, I can't fight
All I need is you and I,
Without you, without.... You!
Can't erase, so I'll take blame
But I can't accept that we're
Estrange
Without you, without you
I can't quit now, this can't be right
I can't take one more sleepless night
Without you, without you
I won't soar, I won't climb
If you're not here I'm paralyzed without you, without you
I can't look, I'm so blind
Lost my heart, I lost my mind without you without... You!
Mar 28, 2012
Oral-ing
I watched my students did their oral presentation with pride. i let them impressed me with their presentation. i set a high standard for them, blabbing about rules and rigid marking-meant it as a reverse psychology to coerce them to present their best. And it works! They don't need coercing after all. I enjoyed communicative english class because it builds up on confidence and style.It encourages them to speak. I like the transformation, the participation and the presentation in general. i hope it will be embedded in their mind- the taste of being confidence in using english as a medium to communicate. They started with telegraphic phrase, now they can answer my spontaneous questions with satisfactory answer without so much referring to their notes.
Very interesting. The same feeling i had when i watched my DAT students transformed from ZERO to HERO, so to speak.. ^____^
Very interesting. The same feeling i had when i watched my DAT students transformed from ZERO to HERO, so to speak.. ^____^
Mar 25, 2012
Sekadar melayan puitis
Mana mungkin terjadi,
mana mungkin terjadi
Terpadu cinta kita berdua
Mana mungkin ku dapat, mana mungkin kau dapat
Diriku dan dirimu menjadi satu
Kau ada yang memiliki, aku ada yang memiliki
Walau kita masih saling menyayangi
Kau disana aku di sini, satu rasa dalam hati
Namun hanya kau yang kusayangi, mungkinkah terjadi
Oh adakah mentari pagi datang menyinari diri
Katakan haruskah cinta mesti terbagi
Manakah mungkin ku dapat,
manakah mungkin kau dapat
Terpadu cinta kita berdua
Honestly, i was thinking of Pak Abu when i heard this song. All the more respect i have for him for his amazing effort in cutting me off completely from his life.
That, i understand and respect so much..sadness.
mana mungkin terjadi
Terpadu cinta kita berdua
Mana mungkin ku dapat, mana mungkin kau dapat
Diriku dan dirimu menjadi satu
Kau ada yang memiliki, aku ada yang memiliki
Walau kita masih saling menyayangi
Kau disana aku di sini, satu rasa dalam hati
Namun hanya kau yang kusayangi, mungkinkah terjadi
Oh adakah mentari pagi datang menyinari diri
Katakan haruskah cinta mesti terbagi
Manakah mungkin ku dapat,
manakah mungkin kau dapat
Terpadu cinta kita berdua
Honestly, i was thinking of Pak Abu when i heard this song. All the more respect i have for him for his amazing effort in cutting me off completely from his life.
That, i understand and respect so much..sadness.
Mar 23, 2012
Prayers and Blessing
Betapa besarnya pengaruh doa dan keberkatan dalam hidup.
adik lelaki saya yang suka merayap dan lepak hingga tengah malam dengan kawan-kawan mendapat 8 kredit dan satu lulus dalam SPM. Alhamdulillah. Segala Pujian kepada Allah dengan hikmah sabar dan berbuat kebaikan, Dia membalasnya dengan permulaan kehidupan yang baik untuk adik lelaki saya:
# yang rajin tolong mama walaupun dia busy dengan kehidupan dia lain
# yang baik hati dan suka mendengar masalah-masalah kaum perempuan yang remeh temeh
# yang walaupun dia sedang belajar, tetap melayan "tetamu-tetamu" yg datang dengan baik
(kawan-kawan yg suka lepak dirumah hingga jauh malam)
#Yang rajin pergi solat Jumaat, puasa dan bersedekah pada hari Jumaat.(adik-adik lelaki yg lain sometimes tak pergi jika ada hal lain)
# yang tidak berkira
# yang memahami
Mengikut cerita mama saya, adik lelaki saya terus memeluk mama selepas mendapat keputusan SPM itu dengan ucapan "Terima kasih ma, berkat doa mama"
esok harinya, bila dia call saya di Office, seperti biasa-saya menangis lagi.Sangat bangga kerana dengan apa yang dilaluinya sepanjang tahun lepas itu,dengan kehidupan remaja yang aktif dan kelihatan tak berfikir tentang masa depan, ada seriusnya dia. Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah.
Sebagai orang yang rapat dengan dia, saya rasa terkesan dengan peristiwa ini. Menyuntik semula semangat dan motivasi di dalam diri, yang sometimes tak menentu hala.
Betapalah kita selalu berfikir kearah yang negatif, padahal tuhan selalu menunjukkan yang positif dan baik-baik dalam setiap kejadian. Betapalah kita selalu merasa tak berdaya, padahal sekiranya kita beristiqomah dalam melakukan kebaikan, Allah memberi ganjaran yang setimpal.
Semangat saya melalui hari-hari yang datang dan pergi. walaupun ada kata-kata dan perlakuan sinis mula kelihatan, tak mengapalah. Allah Maha Memahami, Maha Mendengar dan Maha Mengetahui akan segala sesuatu. Tak perlulah memberi jawapan yang bersifat duniawi. yang penting, kehidupan ini dipenuhi dengan restu Ibubapa, dan berada dalam keredhaan Allah, cukuplah. hal-hal lain akan terjaga dengan sendirinya.
Berusaha lagi untuk do good, not only for yourself, but for the goodness itself and for Allah's rewards.
Tapi sebenarnya inilah berkat doa ibu. InsyaAllah, berkat kehidupan didunia dan akhirat. Murah rezeki.
Alhamdulillah, Ya Rabbi.
adik lelaki saya yang suka merayap dan lepak hingga tengah malam dengan kawan-kawan mendapat 8 kredit dan satu lulus dalam SPM. Alhamdulillah. Segala Pujian kepada Allah dengan hikmah sabar dan berbuat kebaikan, Dia membalasnya dengan permulaan kehidupan yang baik untuk adik lelaki saya:
# yang rajin tolong mama walaupun dia busy dengan kehidupan dia lain
# yang baik hati dan suka mendengar masalah-masalah kaum perempuan yang remeh temeh
# yang walaupun dia sedang belajar, tetap melayan "tetamu-tetamu" yg datang dengan baik
(kawan-kawan yg suka lepak dirumah hingga jauh malam)
#Yang rajin pergi solat Jumaat, puasa dan bersedekah pada hari Jumaat.(adik-adik lelaki yg lain sometimes tak pergi jika ada hal lain)
# yang tidak berkira
# yang memahami
Mengikut cerita mama saya, adik lelaki saya terus memeluk mama selepas mendapat keputusan SPM itu dengan ucapan "Terima kasih ma, berkat doa mama"
esok harinya, bila dia call saya di Office, seperti biasa-saya menangis lagi.Sangat bangga kerana dengan apa yang dilaluinya sepanjang tahun lepas itu,dengan kehidupan remaja yang aktif dan kelihatan tak berfikir tentang masa depan, ada seriusnya dia. Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah.
Sebagai orang yang rapat dengan dia, saya rasa terkesan dengan peristiwa ini. Menyuntik semula semangat dan motivasi di dalam diri, yang sometimes tak menentu hala.
Betapalah kita selalu berfikir kearah yang negatif, padahal tuhan selalu menunjukkan yang positif dan baik-baik dalam setiap kejadian. Betapalah kita selalu merasa tak berdaya, padahal sekiranya kita beristiqomah dalam melakukan kebaikan, Allah memberi ganjaran yang setimpal.
Semangat saya melalui hari-hari yang datang dan pergi. walaupun ada kata-kata dan perlakuan sinis mula kelihatan, tak mengapalah. Allah Maha Memahami, Maha Mendengar dan Maha Mengetahui akan segala sesuatu. Tak perlulah memberi jawapan yang bersifat duniawi. yang penting, kehidupan ini dipenuhi dengan restu Ibubapa, dan berada dalam keredhaan Allah, cukuplah. hal-hal lain akan terjaga dengan sendirinya.
Berusaha lagi untuk do good, not only for yourself, but for the goodness itself and for Allah's rewards.
Tapi sebenarnya inilah berkat doa ibu. InsyaAllah, berkat kehidupan didunia dan akhirat. Murah rezeki.
Alhamdulillah, Ya Rabbi.
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